Giving up

Update hari ini dibuka dengan 2 quotes yang gw agak ga setuju isinya..

"We’re meant to lose the people we love. How else would we know how important they are to us?" -BenjaminButton  

What?Mungkin buat sebagian orang ada yang begitu, tapi buat gw itu ga..
Dari dulu gw tau gimana mesti ngehargain stiap momen..tiap gw bisa ngelewatin waktu sama dy pasti gw bersyukur..jadi kesimpulannya: ga perlu kehilangan dulu, gw selalu tau dy itu penting..

Quotes kedua:

"Walk, hop or crawl on your hands and knees if you have to. But MOVE FORWARD. That's all you can do, sweetheart."-TLS

Gw ngerasa sekarang gw udah bukan merangkak lagi tapi 'merayap' --"

Sekarang gw bner" udah pasrah aja..Sedih ya masih..Kangen?apalagi itu..
YM sama MSN gw udah diapus..knapa ga fb gw aja sekalian diblock kalo segitunya ga mau ngeliat gw T_T
Intinya..I don't know what to do or what I want to do..I just let fate to take me wherever it wants me to go..Whatever happens, happens..Que sera sera~~


Oh iya gw ketemu satu lagu yang buat gw termasuk 'nusuk'..
Gw post lirik terjemahan inggrisnya aja secara ini lagunya SJ(yang ternyata bikin gw kaget lagu ballad SJ keren smua)
Hope is a Dream that doesn't Sleep

It doesn’t matter if I’m lonely. Whenever I think of you
A smile spreads across my face.
It doesn’t matter if I’m tired. Whenever you are happy
My heart is filled with love.
Today I might live in a harsh world again.
Even if I’m tired, when I close my eyes, I only see your image.
The dreams that are still ringing in my ears
Are leaving my side towards you.
Everyday my life is like a dream.
If we can look at each other and love each other
I’ll stand up again.
To me, the happiness of those precious memories
Will be warmer during hard times.
For me, hope is a dream that never sleeps.
Like a shadow by my side you always
Quietly come to me.
To see if I’m hurt, to see if I’m lonely everyday
With feelings of yearning, you come to me.
Even if the world makes me cry, I’m okay.
Because you are always by my side.
Like dust, will those memories change and leave?
I’ll keep smiling to ease my heart.
Everyday my life is like a dream.
If we can look at each other and love each other
I’ll stand up again.
To me, the happiness of those precious memories
Will be warmer during hard times.
For me, hope is a dream that never sleeps.
No matter how many times I stumble and fall
I’m still standing like this.
I only have one heart.
When I’m tired you become my strength.
My heart is towards you forever.
So I swallowed the hurt and grief.
I’ll only show you my smiling form.
It doesn’t even hurt now.
I’ll always hold on to the dreams I want to fulfill with you
I’ll try to call for you at the place I cannot reach
I love you with all my heart.


Huah..ada bagian 'my heart is towards you forever'..Wah jangan d..bisa tersiksa 'forever' juga gw wkwkwk..
Dah itu aja..
Today's quote: 
"When u have the courage to love, u also must have the courage to hurt"
"The HARDEST part is not the feeling of letting go or the part of goodbye, but going through every damn day & having to remember it. "